Marriage Ruins Everything

I don't consider myself to be your typical woman. Getting married is not a personal goal of mine and I don't particularly like children. Don't get me wrong, the idea of having a wedding is larger than life in my mind. It's the thought of all the stuff that comes after that makes me have to breath into a paperbag. I've always wondered where this aversion to marriage came from? My parents have been married for well over 30 years, my friends used to allude to us being the real life version of the The Cosby Show. But somehow here I am at the ripe marrying age of 25 not longing to live in matrimonial bliss. Everyone says when you meet the right person that will change, and I'm not going to lie, my current BF sometimes makes me think of wedding bells. But I can't get further then the thought of how kick ass my wedding will be and then the shortness of breathe starts to kick in, as usual. As long as you're technically single you can walk away whenever you damn well please, but put a ring on my finger and I'm bound to your for life. If that's not scary, then I don't know what is.